So today I realised that it's been nearly 6 months since I last performed...OMG!😱 what makes that little revelation worse is that's the longest I've gone not performing since the age of 11...*BRAIN SPARK*💭 No wonder I'm feeling restless and unchallenged, I've stopped doing the one thing that makes me happy! My insight into the human psyche is just astounding! GO ME🙌
SO, what to do about this?? time for a bit of brain storming I think...
-There is an open mic night every Thursday night that I can go to after work
-I have a solo singing session almost every day at home
-I could pluck up the courage to go to those dance classes by myself (I was always a shy child, sometimes that shyness shows it's face in the form of dance classes👍)
A few ideas to continue and get started on! GREAT!
Now to tackle the issue of my ever growing boredom that is my regular work life...
We are on a roll today!
My ever so wise brother (oh he gets a lot of mentions) 💁 told me to make a mood board...Having been out of the educational system now for 5 years my initial thoughts were when I'm HAPPY😆 I should write down the ideas I have, and when I'm SAD😞 do the same...well after a quick google of the meaning I remembered it's basically just brain storming.🙈 Sometimes I feel that everything I learnt at school has been pushed out for the more important things that are SONG LYRICS👌.
So here we go:
-Private singing lessons
-Continue the family business in London
-Psychology COURSE...yes course...Not degree. Big different.
I'm a singer, I learnt to sing, I developed a technique from the 4 wonderful singing teachers I've had over my life that I've taken with me and grown from...so why not teach this to others? this obviously needs a lot more planning before moving forward but it's a start WELL DONE ME👏
I've grown up surrounded by dogs, I love animals, I love dogs, more importantly I understand dogs. Why not continue the family dog training business down in London ? PLAUSABLE.💪
I think we've established that I want to learn about Psychology, so my ever so wise brother's ever so wise girlfriend found some courses that don't take 10 years! they only take 1! HOORAAYY 🙌 (because it's not a degree, but degrees aren't the be all and end all you know!)
Anyway, I think my midlife crisis has brought about some good building blocks and I hope I have the will power/motivation to continue building.
here here!👏
Diary of a Performer xx
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